just came back from the SJ HQ just to sit for the one-hour KOTO test. ugh. but the fun thing is that the "invigilator" invigilating us was a friendly old man, and the way he speaks and the actions were just so funny. anyway, i put the "invigilator" in inverted commas becos what he did was just give out the papers to the 27 of us and said " ok, since the person beside u does not have the same qns paper as u, u all cant cheat also. Therefore, there's no need for me to stay and watch as u all cant cheat anyway". after having said that, he left the room. and u know what, i think he got some things mixed up cos we had the same paper as the person who is sitting beside us. hohoho..and naseera is sitting beside me...iris and asyikeen behind me..hmmm..well..i think u guys can guess what happened. lolx. =p after that, me, iris and asyikeen went to buy foos to eat at MR BEAN. yummy : ))
back to yesterday. haha. rushed home immediately after sku with siewfong and we saw evon when we were in bus 300. tried to wave to her, but too bad she did not see us cos she was walking VERY fast. hee. nvm. then went back home to bathe and slacked abit before going back to sku again. even thought of not going back to sku again cos the freaking weather makes me feel like staying at home and not stepping out of the house. haha. but too bad, it was meet-the-parents session and i had to collect my report book. =X the talk by the vice principal was sooo long that i almost fell asleep. i saw mr osgodby dozing off !! hee. then there was also a performance of the opera and i think they really put in alot of effort, but still, im not going for the "woman of valour" cos im really not suited to this kind of opera thingy. no matter how interesting the play can be, i still cant guarantee that i will not fall asleep. chen lao shi is so cute, he keeps asking us to purchase the tix but the key point is that, im just not suited for opera. but still, i hope that their play will be a success. YAY! then after that, we were the first few to approach mrs selva to collect our report books cos we still have to rush back for the 12th night peformance. reached yeeshan's hse at about 5.30..cos the bus 307 simply takes a long long time to arrive, for some unknown reason. haha. it was quite a rush for us but we still made it to cck at 6.20 to meet anqi and stella. set off to city hall and met yeeshian and huiying there. actually, Raffles Hotel is not that difficult to locate and me and siewfong were like some country bumpkins..cos everything was so high-class there. haa. there was a big moth on the wall when we were going up the escalator. ewwww. i dun like moths and butterflies. to me, they are INTIMIDATING. lol. okk..reached the Jubilee Hall and we sat at the third row. the stage was quite small but we can see the characters clearly which was very good. in the middle of the play, i could even feel my stomach grumbling cos i was soooo hungry. hehe. it was quite a big cast and that viola was not even sweet and nice at all. they portrayed her as someone who is rude and funny and to a certain extent, sarcastic. =X i dun like her but all her actions and expressions were very funny and comical. and oh yar, she is not pretty too. -_- orsino was a black guy and he is a roy-ng look-alike. haha. thats what ys they all said..which is quite true. he doesnt seem melancholic to me but instead more like a gangster. haha. he just kept doing some funny actions to his shoulders which makes him look weird. lol. like what the others said, FESTE is very good-looking and talented, i shan't say more about him cos this has already summed him up. sebastian is cute too. cos he is like a boy-boy and he is quite young, with centre-parting hair and a boyish face. =) olivia is not pretty and elegant, she looks weird. sebastian and olivia simply do not match cos they look more like mother and son more than husband and wife. haha. and one more thing to add, the priest is so cute =Pp he is a cute old man and when the cast came out to bow at the end, we were like screaming for the priest. lol. but in the end, it was still Feste who won the highest volume of screams. hee. i enjoyed the play alot cos i like the way the whole play is being staged and literature rawks too. wheeeee.
my hands are abit tired now and i need to reward myself for typing this long entry. hee. i shall go and eat the waffle mummy bought. byebye.
blog blog blog. im here to blog =)
first thing first, I WANT TO GO NIGHT CYCLING !! but it seems that they cant book the chalet cos it is FULL. ugh. and the only one left is the cheverons, according to gz. so sad =X ytd had conference using nelson's hp. wahaha. everything was soo fun and there were 6 ppl on the fone. hmm, though it was abit messy and confusing, at least we came up with some real crazy ideas like nite cycling =p hee. im serious abt that and the only kuku prob now is that the chalets are full. -_- nvm nvm, im sure ideas will come in..haha..even if not for me, they will come up with some funny ideas too. hohoho.
sinyee is nice =) she is helping me print the information sheet on Stockholm. lol. YAY! i just realised the importance of printer. haha. but im too lazy to go and buy a new one now. =p but i still will, yes. me and siewfong went to buy evon's prezzie just now cos the rest were at ISP. haha..we bought some nice nice things and i really lurve those stuffs ^_^
just wondering. how nice if i meet someone who also lurves night cycling. LOL. that would be FUN : ))
i choose to believe that there's still HOPE. so dun tell me it is SELF-DELUSION.
just finished reading a chinese novel. hee. nice nice=) im feeling so accomplished now. lalala...for some unknown reason, every time after i have finished reading a book, i will have a very very weird feeling. lol. i dunno how to really describe it but it is just WEIRD. aniway, it made me realise that there's still hope in life after all. yes!! this kind of feeling..haha..HOPE!! thats what i need...=p i totally pigged out today..eating so many fattening, sweet,fried and oily stuffs in the afternoon. lol..im a pig..simply cant concentrate without chewing on something in my mouth when im reading..only when reading. haha..i supposed sinyee they all are now shopping in Bugis now..haha..and im stuck here blogging and spending my whole afternoon reading. there is actually a "class" outing today..not exactly a class..cos from what sy said, the most number of ppl who will turn out is only 5..yar..and im "grounded" at home by my mum. hohoho. cos of my shocking results. never mind, i suppose this will be the best way for me to prove to my parents that im affected by my results too..and i even promised them that i will get below 15 mrks for my prelims and o'levels. haha..not a dream but that is really what i want to achieve by the end of the day. june hols coming and it is definitely the time to really press the panic button and study. hee..YAY. so let me now first enjoy the days before the hols begin. i want to attend kayaking course !! haha..cos sockhong smsed and said that felicia wanna sign up..but if im not wrong, stjohn is also organising too..so lets see what will happen. hee. kayaking will definitely remind me of the good old days we had about one year ago in OBS =)) looking forward to that.
to evon:(if u see this) u sounded depressed in ur blog and although i really do not know what has happened, but im sure there will always be ur friends around willing to help u. =) we are one of them too. haha..being sad and moody is not good..so must smile and be happy =)))
i lurve the rain. at least the freaking and irritating weather is gone. : )
mrs selva came over and asked "what happened xueting, what happened to ur results? i expected u to do better. " mr quek came and said "so how? got improve right?" chen lao shi was commenting on our compositions and saeing that 17 out of 20 who did the 3rd qns went out of point. i was one of them=X seriously, i was shocked when i saw my hmt results. never in my whole schooling life had i gotten a C. and it was 59 !! one pathetic mark to a B. this is shit. i really dunno how im going to achieve my target for prelims and o'levels. all the targets which i set for myself seemed to be impossible. today during amaths lesson, mr peacock came in and he gave us a "depressing" speech. i guessed it was really depressing for our klass. i mean, no one will want to achieve this kinda results and we will definitely be upset over it. some blamed us for not being hardworking enough. do they really know how we feel. who in this world wanna fail??!! ugh-.0 back to amaths..mr peacock read out the names of the students whom he thinks should consider to drop either amaths or another subject. although my name was not being read out, but i know that im close to that. sooner or later, if i really dun prove something to them, wads the worst that can happen. the 1 hr talk was really depressing for us cause it made me realise how bad our class really is. BUT,im sure we can achieve better results if we want to. YES!! i believe in 4L1=)) though i know that the ISP in the june hols and the nite study is going to drive me crazy, but i'll never give up. the decision lies in all of us and we shall all work hard and prove those who looked down on us wrong. YAY:0o
for a period of time, i kept telling myself that this is only the mid years. in a way, it's good cos it will in one way or another help mi to regain confidence. but, it is in fact only a way of consoling myself. self-delusion. how much time do i actually have left. it's really time to do something. like what selva and mr peacock said, we have not much time left. but if we really put our hearts into doing sth, things will work out eventually. the choice is ours. it's up to us.
i'll treasure this last chance.
im proud to say that I DID NOT SHED A SINGLE TEAR TODAE =)) im strong. YAY :))
i survived yesterday without crying too. cheers for me. it rained so heavily yesterday morning that my dad asked me not to go to school. haha. funny. cause it was the first time that my dad actually asked me to skip school. but im nice, so i did not agree. =p anyway, that wasn't the main point. the main point is that i got back my chemistry, english results yesterday. like i have said, im strong though i did badly for those papers. =X haha. so it's something to be proud about. hohoho. for today, got back my amaths and emaths paper. only 2 pathetic souls in my class passed the exam. how worse can we get? but i passed my amaths. hee. im not going to drop my amaths. never. unless they hold a knife and threaten me to drop..lol. it's impossible=pPp since amaths is so determined to defeat me, i will not be that easily won over by it. wheeeeeeeee!! trust me.
most of the things happen when u least expected it. at least it is true for me. people appeared out of a sudden when u least expected to see them. messgaes came when u least expected it to come from someone. stupid feelings come when the time is not right.soooooo many things will appear out of a sudden, and i dun even know how to react to it. never mind,it doesn't matter anyway. haha. im contradicting. LOLx.
i like sly's songs. "suo yi" is nice nice =))
tomorrow. hmt-biology-i dread that.
dreams are the opposite of reality.
i know they are.
the sacred number is 24 !! noooooooooo!! mrs selva said that there's only 14 of us who passed chem overall. ugh. it's already the mid years and we still produce this kinda results. i just passed my biology pract test and lookin at it makes mi feel so super ultra stupid. the test for reducing sugar. =X
i dun want to be part of the 24. can i? haa..though there's 99.99% that im among the 24. LOl. the last teeny weeny % is what we all deserve..yay=) at least we did study. all of us deserve a chance. i am dreading monday. dun wanna be stuck in the hall for the whole thing looking at nothing but slips and slips of exam paper.
im addicted to cuttlefish strips. =pPp
help mi get out of it.
oops.it's friday the 13th. no wonder.
YAY =)
im happy happy happy cos exams are over !!.
hee.no more:
studying until 12 at nite (thou it's still quite early for some)
getting paranoid over if i have missed out any chapter
trying to keep my eyes open when im feeling so slpy
complaining to mummi that i dun like exams
sacrificing TV programmes
telling daddi proudly abt how hardworking i have been
munching on stuffs and studying at the same time( to kip myself awake)
resisting the temptation to use comp.
flooding my already-full mind with formulas and facts
EXAMS !!
hah. although mid years is over, but there's still the prelims and o'levels. hmm..but at least we get to relax and slack for a while. this is sth which we sld be happie about!! =)))))
YAY =)